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Paranoia

Paranoia haunts me.

Go away.

I hear it’s voice over my shoulder.

In my head. In my skin. In my flesh.

It’s inside me.

It howls. It gnaws. It hunts me down. It posseses my soul. My being.

It’s people I know. It’s people I’ve never know. It’s people I love. It’s people I’ve never loved.

It’s me.

I’d be lost without it. I need it , I crave it.

That state of uncertainty, of insecurity, it’s not quite madness. It is madness

The confusion. The rush. The exhilaration. The lust

Drowning in my own fear. My anxiety. It’s mine.. it’s all mine

It makes me giddy. It makes me sick. Disgust

Give me help.

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