involuntarily taking flight.
my mind is not in my body, my body is not with my mind. i am not really on this planet.
floating, floating away…
my head seems heavy, and my body in pain.
i can’t force my body to do what it doesn’t want to do.
for the first time i will have to listen to my body, not my body listen to me.
for the first time i will have to accept i cannot control everything.
this is scary.