How do i feel today?
Managed to shave without some dumb urge to cut myself. This is good.
Handled a knife without fantasizing about the sharpness of it going into my skin. That is also good
My arms are still scar free. As well as everywhere else on my body. That’s an acheivement.
My heart is still split though.
I was pretty nice to myself today. I called myself out , when i put myself down.
I’m telling my exes voice in my hand to fuck off
Trying hard to get rid of imagined comparisons to others.
Taking a break for myself. Going to try and be friends with myself again.
After all I have to live with myself everyday, nobody else does.
I drew a robin today. It was pretty 🙂