recently i was christened ‘angry’ by some friends. it’s quite a funny nickname, but then i guess behind it there is some actual truth.
the past few weeks i’ve been very angry. i’ve been starting fights, mouthing off and basically just being a bitch.
i think for me it is more acceptable to be hard and angry than upset. if you’re angry you’re not weak.
i think, i get angry until i tire myself out so much, that being upset just spills out. then to drag myself out of being depressed and to motivate myself again i get angry again.
i quite like being angry, it gives you adrenaline. it gives me a high.
but then it’s tiring. there is only so long a person can be angry for. there is only so long you can keep your guard up for. there’s only so long a person can avoid being vulnerable for